7 – LUCRESIA KASILAG β€πŸ’•β˜

Powerrrrr!!!☝ LK!!!!!πŸ˜‚ Babies!😘

LK, SARANGHAE! πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’œβ€πŸ˜

That was our first (informal) class picture, taken last August 25, 2017. Unfortunately, three of them were absent during thay day. These students were my third advisory class since I started teaching. And it has been my tradition *sort of* to have a picture with them, taken with a polaroid or an instax camera so that I can keep it and bring it everyday. I put the polaroid film at the back of my ID so that I can always see it. πŸ’œπŸ’•

See our hands? We did the LK sign using our fingers. Did you see me? πŸ˜‚ Hahaha I blended well with their heights or I just became too obvious because I’m short. 

Usually, I always want to call their section’s name ‘LK’ for no reason. I just feel assured that they were there, with me, listening to me, especially when they respond to me. Except when they’re too noisy. 

Being their new *and sudden* class adviser was a challenge to me, not because I was a new teacher in school but because I was afraid that they won’t like me and won’t accept me as their new teacher. I don’t want to repeat the past wherein the students and I were not able to adjust with one another. With this reason, I promised myself that I will love them and take care of them, hoping that it would be reciprocated. 

I know they still miss their previous adviser, and I know more how she feels, I understand how hard it is to leave your dear students, it was like a heartbreak. I’ve experienced it too. Last school year, I was torned between my needs and wants. I need to transfer to another school but I also wanted to be with my students. But in the end, I chose my needs and ended up being separated to them. Until now, I still wonder how they’ve been doing, if they’re missing me and thinking of me too.

I’ve chosen a *slightly* different path now and I know that I’ll be happy with them. *LK and the other sections*. I just hope that I can also become one of the plenty of reasons why why students smile. πŸ˜ŠπŸ’•

I’ll live up in the present, prepare for the future, and look back in the past but won’t dwell in it.
LK, SARANGHAE! πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’œβ€πŸ˜ 

Hahaha apir sa makakabasa nito. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Šβ˜

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Halata ba? πŸ˜‚

Halata ba? Ewan ko, siguro oo, siguro hindi. Hehe ano nga ba yung halata? Haha wait, iisipin ko muna. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Eh kasi teacher na ulit ako! Sobrang turong-turo ako nung bakasyon, gusto ko nang msgsuot ng uniform, humawak ns chalk at marker, magbahagi nung mga nababasa ko, at ang pinakaimportante, ay gusto ko nang kumausap ng mga estudyante. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Hehehe ewan ko ba, nakaka-stress sila minsan pero mas madalas na sobrang saya ko pag kasama sila sa klase, kahit nga sa canteen o sa corridor. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Haha so eto na nga, halata ba? Na ansaya-saya ko pag nagkaklase ako, kahit na naiinis ako minsan, palagi pa rin akong lumalabas na masaya. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜˜ Haha wag lang silang masyadong maingay o kaya hindi gagawa ng mga activities, tsaka wag makakalimutan yung salitang ‘Respeto’. πŸ™

May karugtong pa ‘to kasi bitin eh, tas kulang pa yung mga pictures. Halata ba? πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

ANONG SAGOT?

Nasagot ko na pala yung tanong sa walang sagot saΒ tanongΒ na post ko nung January. NAkakalungkot perong humindi na ako. Umalis ako, iniwan ko sila.

I’m gonna miss you.

Thank you for two years of wonderful memories. I will miss you all. Till we cross paths again.

 

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WALANG SAGOT SA TANONG.

Ano ba muna yung tanong? Hindi ko rin alam pero bakit parang alam ko yung sagot? Nagdadalawang-isip na ako sa tanong na hindi ko malaman kung ano. Ayokong umalis dahil sa kanila, pero parang kailangan kasi kailangan? Nahihirapan akong magdesisyon o nakapagdesisyon na ako pero masking sa sarili ko ay hindi ko masigurado kng ano ba yung desisyon na yun. Madami akong iniisip at pinapahalagahan. Madami rin akong gusto pang gawin kasama sila. Nitong nakaraang mga araw, sobrang saya ko kasi pare-pareho kaming tumatawa at masaya kahit may mga pagkakataong nakakainis at nakakalungkot.

Dati, sobrang excited ko kasi malapit nag mag-March, pero bakit ngayon, parang gusto kong hatakin ang mga araw pabalik para mas makasama ko pa sila ng matagal. Teka, ano nga ba yng tanong? O walang sagot sa tanong? Pero ang alam ko, mahalaga kayo.

Christmas Party!!!

[2016.12.21]

It may not be a perfect Christmas Party but it was the best. Not because of the gifts and food, not because of the (unfinished) games and surprises but because of sharing and giving. I love how these (my) children (babies) hugged me on that day, the the smiles they showed were uniquely beautiful and true.

Having 5-Piety as my advisory class is one of the greatest blessing God has given me. πŸ™‚

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I LOVE 5-PIETY

ETO YUNG SAGOT SA TANONG NG NESCAFE COMMERCIAL DATI NA

‘PARA SAAN KA BUMABANGON?’

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I love these children so much. They have become my inspiration and motivation to wake up everydayΒ and pursue my dream of being a teacher. My class experienced the ups and downs of being a teacher and a student, and I can say that those moments made our relationship and bond even stronger. I know I am not a perfect teacher, there are no perfect students, and there is no thing such as a perfect class, but as long as we are happy in each other’s presence, our everyday meeting would surely be wonderful.

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5-Piety is my second batch of advisory class and my love for them has grown deeper, so deep that I don’t think if I would still be able to let them go and part ways with them this coming March. Thinking about the old good days that my students and I have shared, it really breaks my heart. I can’t imagine how I could say goodbye to them, not knowing if I could ever teach them again. I would really miss how we laughed and played during discussion, how I scold their naughty and playful classmates, I would surely miss the sound of our clanging spoon and forks and brisk laughter, the warm hugs they give me and the sweet β€˜sorry’ and β€˜i love you’ that they whisper to my ears.

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If only I could make time stop and spend it with them longer, if only I could, I would. I love you 5-Piety, you really made me happy, I don’t want to say goodbye, I can’t say hello to March yet, I don’t want to let go. I will miss you when you grow up. Let’s not forget each other and keep the strings attached to our hearts.

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I LOVE YOU, 5-PIETY. IF ANY ONE OF YOU IS READING THIS, I’M TELLING YOU, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART (AND HYPOTHALAMUS).